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2010-10-13T15:05:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE ! I'VE MOVE TO A NEW BLOG !

http://ordinarily-unique.blogspot.com/

MY POST WILL BE ALL THERE ALRIGHT ?
THANKS THANKS !
GO VISIT AND LEAVE A TAG ALRIGHT ?
LOVE YOU PPL =)

2010-10-12T13:49:00.001+08:00

went zoo with boyf~

look at this otter ! so cute ! sun tanning !

actually theres more de. cause i met kel, low and nah they all for dinner at sakura.

but, something is wrong with my google account. it claims that my storage is full.so i cant upload anymore pictures.

cause it says that this google account if shared with my picasa web album, which means, which ever photos i upload in my blog, it will be there as well.

then i went there and wanted to delete all the uploaded ones. but it says that if i delete, then those photos will also be deleted in my blog. whiich i dont want !

help meeeee ~

anyone knows how to solve this problem ?

or is it that i have to create another blog ?

2010-10-11T09:46:00.000+08:00

ytd was 10/10/10
did u people celebrate it ? actualy, i dont see why people wanted to celebrate.
its nothing special, except, its a nice date -.-

spend my day working. hah !
now waiting for boyf to come, then off to ZOO !
after that meeting some of the classmates for buffet !
nice nice nice !
weather is currently very good.
hope i doesnt rain ltr =X

2010-10-10T02:09:00.000+08:00

alright, what i wanted to blog is actually written on my fb, so ppl,
if you dont have my fb, u can read this, from the bottom to the top.

im really tired.
i think im sick
i feels feverish.
omg.
time to slp.
nights

2010-10-09T02:06:00.000+08:00

blogging because im also uploading photos to fb.
and they show me this.

alright, back to tdy's topic.

went yap's house to bake tdy ~

biscuit and cake.

at around 8pm, darren and gang came.
ate thn slack.
they were watching this

im totally bored.....

the cake .

group photots ~

more photos on fb

time for me to turn in.

gonna wake up early.

working at 10 =(

goodbye

and this is my 1000th Post !!!!!!

im still upset.

no ones leave a tag at all !

2010-10-07T18:01:00.000+08:00

yep, my hammy died afew days ago.
i went to work, and the time i reach home, i sense that something is wrong with her, she just lied there motionlessly.
i held her, asking her to open up her eyes, not to slp already.
but she just wont open her eyes.
hours later, she died.
her position tells me that she died peacefully.
hey baby !
i'll miss you,
and RIP .

2010-10-07T01:58:00.002+08:00

happy that i finally change my blogskin with the big help from my lovely !
teehee ~
neeway people !
i finally gotten myself a tagboard
comment alright ?

2010-10-05T14:59:00.000+08:00

it's boyf birthday ! met him at cityhall, then headed for our brunch.
treat boyf to Pariss @Marina Square.

2pax for $56 , its worth it . and theres student price luhs. haha !
then food there was yummy ~ to me, not alot of choice lahh, cause i didnt want to eat japanese food and those raw scallop and mussels. haha !
i tired their laksa. its niceee ~
then i had their man tou. and then ate the black pepper crab.
the crab was AWESOME ! i ate alot of crab man !!!!! really very nice, and can see alot of ppl go there for their crabs only. cause once the chef serve the crab out, within seconds, everything will be gone. LOL

their shark fin soup ~ very nice also !

this is the awesome crab !!!!!

had ice cream too ~

chocolate fondue ! the chocolate is very very nice !!!!!!

and some cakes. didnt manage to finish cause im already very full ~

boyf's fruit =)

love my shoes

the board i made for boyf ~

tgt with the present

tadaaaa ~ bought fred perry for boyf.
lucky the colour suits him =)

at the mrt station going night safari

my handsome boyf !

trying to take photo with the halloween props. and we took many many shots before we get this. haha !

had ben n jerry's.
thn we went home. reach home @12am.

on the way home. i ask him whether he got anything to say, cause is like a debrief of our day. haha ! then i was hinting him to say i love u la. LOL
but i failed. he act like he dont catch anything. haha !

then i reach home, he text me ''just now i knew you want me to say i love you, now i can say i love you ! caused just now i shy mah, and i read your letter already,actually you nvr make me angry at all, is just that i always make myself unhappy. im a lucky person, always get to meet good girl , but because of my temper, creates alot of problem for u ..''
see ?
afterall, he is so niceeee ~ hahaha !

i know its contradicting in my post.
once im ranting abt boyf,
thn now im posting all abt him.
LOL

alright, i shall stop here and go eat my porridge liao. gonna work later ~

2010-10-04T10:53:00.002+08:00

pictures of the day we went clark quay .....

theres alot more, at my fb =)

2010-10-04T10:47:00.000+08:00

Pictures of the baking day at yappy's house =)

2010-10-04T04:08:00.000+08:00

im ranting again.

because im feeling so damn down u know ?
boyf problems again.

i seriously got no idea why all these would happen.
people whom i not close with, will say tat we're very sweet and loving.
but, those who knows me well. knew that im giving up already.
i seriously cant get along well with him at times.
theres time when i feels that he is annoying, but theres also times when i miss him and love him to the max.
we are people with TOTALLY DIFFERENT characters
his point of view are totally different from mine.
he is too mature.
he always thinks for the future .
i got totally turn off when he talks about politics to me.
but somehow, i told myself to be patient with him cause we are from different worlds.

my world ,
a world of friends,
shopping and hanging around with all my lovely friends.
minimise stress too the minimum.
think of the positive side.
do whatever i want

his world ,
a world of his own.
working and thinking of the future.
always giving himself alot of stress
always think negatively.

compare , we are totally different
at times, he would ask me '' do u know how sg will be without lee kuan yew ?''
thn he talks about economy etc etc. when i just answer '' dont know ''
he will be like '' how come u everything dunno , u are a singaporean leh, u know its a disgrace ?''
come on man ! im only 17 u know ?
u go ask around, how manyn out of 10 actually knew all these ?
we're not born in the time of world war 2 u knw ?
he loves to ask random questions that is impossible, and yet he wanted an answer.
when my answer doesnt satisfy him,
the quarrel starts.

we quarrel countless times,
because of many reason.
one reason is,
culture difference.
in his culture, ppl that doesnt go home or go home late arent good thing.
ppl that did nothing the whole day is useless.
ppl who think in the simple way is stupid.
he thinks that ppl should work hard for the future.....

in my culture,
we go home late or doesnt go home is because we enjoy hanging around with friends.
we did nothing the whole days is because after much stressful life, its time for us to relax and nua at home.
we think simple is because we doesnt want to stress ourselves.
we play hard because we wanted to enjoy.

after all , we're still considered as a teenager.
we play, and play and play.
just that we doesnt create troubles is good enough.

until here, all i can say is, still the same. we are totally different !
another most hurtful things is ,
HE COMPARES ME WITH HIS EX .
wtf right ?
whn i did not show much care for him, he will tell me all the things his gf did for him in the past.
he compare this and that.
to him, he say he wanted me to be btr.
to me , all i thinks is because he still love his ex.
sometimes i really feels like giving up on this relationship.
he says until its like he show super much care and concern.
whn i tell him im not feeling well, he said '' go home take panadol and slp early''
u call this concern ?
this is the most basic thing that everyone will say !
what are my concern to him ?
im always asking him to slp early . u cant blame me for that u know ? its because his days are pretty much the same. he works whole day. what can i do ?
to me, work whole day must be feeling tired.
so i asked him to slp early.
but now, he turn around telling me i only knows how to ask him slp early and nothing much.

ask u ppl , what will u do if u happens to call someone in the middle of the night and the person is slping ?
most ppl will just say '' im sry, text me whn u're awake thn i'll call u.''
but he is different !
he continues with his conversation.
wth is this ?

example like just now,
i was happily trying to choose what to wear tml because its his birthday.
until he called.
he said he always call his gf whn he is feeling down, hoping to feel btr.
but, as his temper is so bad, i have grew this habit which is, i talk lesser , so i wont accidently stepped on the mine.
at times whn he is down,
i tired my best to cheer him up, i told him nt to think that much.
but, he says im too naive.
i take everything very simple.
thn we will started quarreling.

just now he says when he is with his ex, he feels like they are a family.
they wont have to say much thn they will know wad ones need.
but he say, he feels tat he got nothing much to say to me.
of course la !
he keep things to himself.
when i found out,
i asked him why he didnt tell me, then he'll say '' theres not a need ''
like wtf ? u didnt tell me ur things, yet u expect me to know .
but of course at that point of time, sadness is more than anger la
i was on the verge of tearing actually.
i told him off, and asked him why not he just go back to his ex. he says both of them know that no matter how much they love each other, they knew they arent meant to be tgt, thats why the broke up.

and i told him, his heart is all filled with his ex, nt me, he doesnt love me at all.
he said '' if i dont love u, u be my gf for what ..''
i didnt know what to say....
i didnt even have the mood to go out with him tml.
FML seriously

i dont think he can compare me with his ex like that lor.
im still young.
i still have my parents around.
i still have to listen to thm.
there are restrictions.
unlike her,
she's much older than me.
she has freedom
she can do what she wants

i seriously wanna give up already.
theres reasons that made me holding back.
i'll let go once things is still the same and when i had enough courage.

before him, i seldom quarrel with my ex.
when i was with zw, in 3 months, i think we only quarrel once.
but currently, im like quarreling with boyf for at least twice aweek.
the most, thrice in a WEEK !
its really weird.
i shall stop ranting already.
actually all i rant is all his bad things.
he can be really sweet at times.

and, i realised i always fall for someone because of fate.
theres this person, i feels that he is a very special person to me.
just like what i say in the previous post.
he is always there for me when im sad.
theres some feeling between us that is unexplainable.
he knew when im sad.
weird uh ?
he is the one that i always have feeling for.
although i knew we wont be tgt...
we only can be the closest fren.
that day,
tat very day, i bumped to him whn i was on the way to work.
the moment i saw him, i felt like .... i dont know how to say.
but yah !
its just like that. things happen very weirdly.

i shall head to bed already.
goodnight ppl ~

2010-10-02T07:36:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog badly !
i wanna rant out everything, i wanna pour out everything.
but, i just dont have the time to do so !
cause im working working and working.
right now, i think i'll only have 5 mins to spare !

neeway, working at 830am .
which is in an hour time.
then till 530pm.

after that, i'll go night safari for halloween ~
WHEEEE ~~~~
i'm excited you know ?
teeeheee ~
but nt bring camera cause im finding it troublesome, cause i've already brought clothings to change.
if i bring my DSLR, i would be bring two bags -.-
nevermind =)
so i forget about it.
LOL !

2 more mins to go ~
haha !
gonna be random here
people u know what ?
i'll be heading to the coffe shop to buy pau later thn i'll go work.

these few days everyday having extreme stomach PAIN !
REAL PAIN !!!!
dont know whats wrong with me.
grrrrr ~
oh !
talking abt 'whats wrong.'
i used to always type 'wad strong'
LOL !!!

OKAY ! TIMES UP !
GOODBYEEEEEE XD

lastly, RIP my little hammy ='(

2010-09-30T02:21:00.000+08:00

hi people ! awesome day spent !
went yappy's house in the early afternoon.
TO BAKE CUP CAKES !
its was so much fun you know ?
i totally love it.

stayed at her house all the way till 445pm
headed off,
to work =(
time seems so pass SLOWLY
weird thing is, its a weekday today, normally during these days , we will be at there playing and fooling around with no customer, BUT BUT BUT !
THERE WAS A HUGE CROWD TODAY ! I DONT KNOW WHY !
and im very tired due to the lack of sleep.
but everyone says im in a bad mood. LOL

reached home, drank mama's soup =)

and, my mood was affected.
because something bad happen

ask u people,
have you ever had a very good relationship with a friend of ur opp sex , and u felt that there were some mysterious bond between the both of you ?
its like, on the surface, it seems tat we're nt close,
but instead, you could share your darkess secrets with him/her ?
and one will always stand by you when u are feeling super duper down .

i had one.
and he is now feeling very very sad.
he had troubles.
i tried my best to cheer him up already,
but i know he couldnt.
cause
its complicated.

hey friend,
although its hard for you , but i really hope u will try ok ?
ur O's is the most impt thing right now,
and hope u rmb the promise u made to me
i wanna tell you,
no matter what happens, u have friends all around you to give you support.
we may not be the best, but we are very willing to help you, give you advice.
you are not alone living on this earth,
even if you are enemy with everyone,
you have to know, u still have me =)
cheer up !
i wanna see a smiley you the nxt time i see you =)

2010-09-28T16:04:00.006+08:00

went out with boyf ytd, had brunch at a nearby coffeeshop at city sq.

then it started raining cats and dogs.

we had no umbrella, so waited for the rain to stop, by the time it stop, it was already 3pm plus.

headed to orchard after that.

313-ed.

went to the hmv, saw the headphones and earpiece.

I AM VERY TEMPTED TO BUY ONE !

skull candy cum paul frank de ! very niceeeeee~

went cine, bought frolick, then sat there.

jourdian walked pass me , but he didnt see me. LOL

then walk around cine.

walked to taka, sat at the fountain there. was bored, so i tried my camera.

this is with fast shutter speed.
and this with slow shutter speed =)
dine at ajisen ! yay !!!

hahas , then went ion there. sat outside and slack, took photos.

haha !

went home at 10 =)

got results today, was quite satisfied with it.

hate to see B+. why nt just round up to A ?

haha !

2010-09-26T13:04:00.002+08:00

time files. today marks the end of second week of holiday. three more weeks to go ! fast man !

ytd was working. busy like hell ! cause its weekend. and, little staff.

later im working too ! opening till closing =(

nevermind, at least im nt rotting at home. Im earning money =) hehehehe !

i think theres an ulcer somewhere near my throat. it hurts like hell.

OH YAH ! ytd midnight, there a damn flying cockroach FLEW INTO MY ROOM ! luckily im at the kitchen , and bro is gaming in my room. he is the one tat saw . i run for the bygone, thn gave him. told him he have to find the cockroach no matter what, if nt he will be dead.

in the end, he did find and kill it. LOL !

after that, i mop my floor like 3 times ? LOL

cause i just find it disgusting . YUCKS !

alright,

i shall go get food now.

goodbyeeeee

2010-09-24T02:56:00.002+08:00

thursday

so yup, its mum's rest day today, and mine too =)

went out in the afternoon to tampines, then to aunt's house.

then dinner with auntssssss....

hehe ~

its been 2 days since i last seen boyf.

i'm missing him alot !

haha !!!

hope monday faster come lor...

neeway, later i think im gonna go shopping alone.

i wanna get boyf's birthday present...

although its still a week more, but, the whole of nxt week im working.

so i have to get it by tml.

i dont wanna rush !

hahahah !

alright,

goodbye people !

have a goodnight !

2010-09-22T02:26:00.003+08:00

met up with boyf for a simple reason. He bought mango pudding for me =)

my all time favourite ~ tyvm =)

after eating it, shop around bugis... i got very bored after that. because its bugis again -.-

so much wanted to head to somewhere.

decided on orchard, but, ended up going air port =)

arrive at Terminal 2, walk around, and decided to dine at swensens. but, since we're nt hungry yet, we decided to tour around.

headed to T1 thn T3.

LOL ! we even look at the directory to look more food.

hahaha !

at T3, went candy empire , bought maltesers.

wanted to share with boyf. but he was pleading me nt to cause he says he feels tat he is heaty liao, cant take any of these food. LOL .

i ended up buying the square square one with biscuit de also.

then look for food, wanted to eat the you mian, but boyf doesnt want it. He say he wanted burger king or Mac.

but, there were mac and burger king at T1 and T2. not at T3 ! LOL

then , convinced him to eat popeyes'. cause he was cravings for burger.

so i queued.

the queue damn long. very long.....

bought and we ate them, LOL !

the calamari rings very nice and cheap !!! people must try it ok ?

hahaha !!! watched tom and jerry. laughing like crazy ! haha

then finish is around 9pm . still early, we tour around again.

and stopped at the colouring place and started colouring.

hahaha ! we colour all the pictures leh !

and boyf brought home all. LOL

also dont know for wad lor. hahahaha

took train home, on the way home, i took out my chocolate. and realised it had been eaten.

dont knw whether to laugh or angry lor. plead me nt to feed him chocolate, but in the end he steal my food -.-

mum is angry tdy. its a funny thing.

she called me thn scold scold scold, thn she shouted at me saying '' u all better not make me angry !!!''

but the problem is, she is already angry lor...... wth -.-

hey ppl, let me tell u, magnum is a good way to make ppl feel btr u know ? cause i bought it home, mum ate, no more scoldings =)

brother sibeh lame leh.

cause he was drinking birdnest, i said i want it too, and ask him to get it for me.

he drank finish his, then he filled with water and gave me =.=

then i told him i want a new one with birdnest in it.

minutes later, he came back with this . ZZzzzz.....

yea, a birdnest.

but look what is inside ~!!!!

=.=

childish right ??

nth to say man =.=

-.-

=.=

haiix....

LOL !

i realised, ppl only leave me comment when its a sad post.

happy post or normal post also must comment ok ? cause if not, i sad leh !

boyf, u make me feel loved by holding my hands whenever im with you .

2010-09-20T23:33:00.001+08:00

day out with boyf.

woke up, then met him at farrer park =)

went iluma, had my berrylite =)

then mum called to ask whether i knw where got sell the mooncake call '' Da zhong guo'' ( big china)

LOL ! cant find, thn we went to junction, just nice there got mooncake fair. was hlping mum to find, but somehow got this feeling that we wont find, cause i didnt even hear the name before...

then headed to national library to fix his lappy, no internet connection cause he dunno anyhow press wad =.=''

after fixing, he was engross in playing it .... and i was left there being bored like dunno wad !
started taking pictures ...
the '' da zhong guo'' mooncake ! (heh ! i found ! )
camwhore ~

finally boyf realised im bored. thn we walked to marina sq, dine at yuki yaki =)

boyf disgusted.. LOL
the egg i tired to cook, thinking tat im like some kind of chef trying to cook oyster egg =.= total FAIL !
camera shy.......
peeling prawns for me =)

camwhore.

very much wanted to have a good picture of us.

but cannot, every pictures seems blur. thanks to the cui digi cam.

bro snatch the DSLR with me =(

now he got nice pictures and i dont >.<''

was laughing like crazy while taking pictures cause i keep blaming boyf for all the blur pictures. LOL

but, is like he nvr move, but the picture also blur ! hahahaha !!!

sat by the river talk talk thn walked to raffles mrt homed =)

meeting boyf tml again ! he say he wanna bring me go eat mango pudding !

YAY !!!

time to rest !

actually i was still thinking of slping till afternoon tml, but who knws, damn brother ask me go out with him... GRRRR ~!!!

2010-09-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

damn it man ! i finally had time to spend time with my com and upload pic.

but !

my mum gonna snatch it and watch her damn show.

^#$^$@^$#^

2010-09-18T01:17:00.003+08:00

awesome day !

met pri sch friends for brunch today, it was actually 4 ppl nia, then whn we eating halfway, then they call and call others, then we ended up having more than 15 ppl ! So cool right !!!!!! they so steady one ! i like i like.

then, went hawker to makan and stoned there. hate it cause i smell like the hawker.

thn , headed to katong for pool.

3 tables.

played, KOI, then we decided to end the session cause im meeting sec sch frens !

we loiter at the bus stop, didnt know wad bus to take.

yanyi asked me take bus with her till her house there de bus stop, thn i trained to orchard.

nicholas ask me to take some other bus to paya lebar mrt.

but, weird thing is, THE BUS STOP DID HAVE 36 TO GO TO ORCHARD !

hahahah !!!!

didnt know wad happen, nicholas was convinced, he accompanied me to take 36 =)

crowded bus, i got nothing to hold on, and the bus driver was acting like as though he is a F1 racer.

i tried holding on to the pole, but too far.

i held on to nicholas fats . LOL

nt stable one.

so i was like '' eeeeee~ '' '' ahhhhh~~~'' ''omg omg '' thru out the bus trip.

thn nic says i take bus is like taking roller coaster. LOL

actually wanted to alight at dhoby to accompany nic, cause he ask me to -.-

but he ended up saying no need cause very troublesome for me. so good right ? haha !

then reached ion.

was ''lost''

i wanted to go xin wang.

its at its at B2.

i took one escalator, it goes all the way frm B1 to B4, thn, i took back again to go B2. LOL !

went find mic after tat,

thn left to find boyf.

things goes this way :

we were like quarrelling for the past few days.

hiong hor ?

i dont know why, but wadeva i do, i just seems to make boyf angry =(

so, he told me '' wads the point of being tgt whn we always quarrel ?''

make sense right ?

again, i made him angry just now =(

he text me '' tonight, meet up, i should talk to u ''

for ur info, im damn F.sad for the past few days already. i was working once and i cried .... marcus and chewming was shocked.

sorry for that.

so i left for bugis.

at 9.21pm, i was dragging my feet to the meeting place.

and i reached at 9.28pm =(

boyf only came at 9.33pm

before tat, he text me '' u better think wad to tell me, because after tonight, we're nothing already.''

he asked me wad i have to say, i just shook my head. cause my voice seems to stuck.

thn he talk and talk and talk.

i was at there tearing away.

i practically ignore him.

cause, im F.sad !

thn he said super lots of things...

confidential =X

but everything ended up fine =)

he ended up asking me nt to cry anymore. and talked alot of sense to me.

a hug and kiss ended everything =)

i need to slp liao, but haven bathe. gonna wake at 6am ltr =(

goodbye people !

2010-09-16T03:02:00.001+08:00

class chalet !

one of the grp photos we took.

ended work marathon.

worked from 930am till 11pm.

my leg now hurts !

tml opening NS till closing !!

OOOMMMYYYYYY !!!!!

hahahhaah !

alright

i shall slp now !

goodnight

2010-09-15T02:58:00.002+08:00

tuesday
back from chalet, went home and slept for 3 hours before heading to work.
smth happened, i'm freaking sad
big thanks to marcus and chew ming for cheering me up =)
really appreciate that .

i think im gonna neglect this little space of mine here for awhile.
my work will be super busy.
wed - 9.30am to 11pm
thurs - 4.30pm to 12am
sat - 8.30am to 11pm
sun - 9.30am to 11pm

hell yea ?
but shiok whn pay day comes =)
chalet photos might be uploaded late.
sry =(

im asking myself wth im here at 3am whn i have to wake up for work at 7am ltr ?
i shall head to bed soon !
soon !
after feeding my hammies =)
goodbye =)

2010-09-11T14:22:00.002+08:00

i realised, i actually need to work alot .
cause there is tons and tons of thing i need to buy. Or rather i want to buy.
and also some of the things i wants to do, needs money.

get a poloraid.
get a liverpool jersery
get a spain jersery
save for driving license
save for boyf birthday
save for Iphone 4 white

hmm, i knew theres alot more, but currently i cant remember.

and, this holiday, im gonna chiong work. i've plan... when i get my pay, i got to treat my family a good meal, and also treat my godparents and family=)

just got my pay few days back, its very little. i think only near to 100 nia. and, on that very day, i withdraw 30bucks to eat, thn, i top up my ez link card @40 bucks.

thn now, i still have to pay my pending phone bills, almost 90 bucks.

OMG !!!!

just these few things, make me spend more than wad i earn.

and, wheres my shopping ?!?!?!?!

neeway, im going work later =)

2010-09-11T00:56:00.002+08:00

THURSDAY

woke up, slack awhile, then rush to city hall to meet glo. it is actually a small gathering for 203, but alot cant make it on that day, some having exams, so we postponed =)

hmm, reach cityhall around 2 ? and zhiwan will only come at 4 plus 5.

me and glo went to the catch toy toy there.

i wanted to try catching.

first time leh, but i spend 10bucks catching nothing. LOL

then went to play coin dozer. DAMN ADDICTIVE !

we won jackpot man !!! haha !

thn at first i also dont know how to play, so i stand there watching glo play. thn theres this bunch of army guys, he ask me how to games works. so i tapped on glo and said '' glo ! explain . haha ! ''

then soon after, glo ask me to join in lor.

and

I FREAKING GOT ADDICTED !!!

thn we went to play the fish game.very fun also !

then then then, spend all our tokens then went to the open space to take photo, while waiting for zhiwan.

around 5plus, zhiwan came with gao peiji.

HAHA !

went to have of buffet liao.

laugh like carzy man !!!

gpj damn funny ! make us all laugh !

haha !

he very entertaining also !

hahahaha !!!!!

oh, we dine at yuki yaki.

play with the ice cream and gpj claims that he very creative, LOL

too full...

gpj foot the bill without us knowing !

omg ~

big thanks man ! its like each person around 27bucks leh !

thanks thanks !

then we walk to raffles place there. stop here and there on the way to take photos.

then, gpj at first told zw '' there got dinosaur !''

thn zw went '' where where ?''

thn, the moment i heard the dinosaur, i turn to look at him -.-

he say zw very stupid, got trick still dunno . LOL

thn, whn we stop by the sg river there, he say got duck, and i got tricked -.-

thn the nxt few times he told me things, i dont believe him liao , LOL !
went somerset after that, collect his pay thn we went home !

reach home at 11plus.

slack till 1am plus.

boyf called.

talk talk talk.

whn i hang, i realised its 3plus am liao !

im like wtf ?!?! cause i haven bathe and all that.

and i have to wake up at 7am the nxt morning !

prepare everthing, was in bed by 4plus

but, dunno why, i feel like pissed all of a sudden and i couldnt get to slp !

its like the whole night i never slp !!!

FRIDAY

went punggol park at 9am -.-

it rain.

walked to daddy's shop.

hlp him abit cause i need to wait for mummy thn go home tgt,

but actually i super tired one lor.

nvm, went central with mummy buy shampoo. home at 6pm like that.

reach home, sleep till 9pm.

damn tired !!!

hari raya was awesome man !

seeing families wearing the same thing. so niceeeeeee

i want to try that for new year too !

tomorrow no plan day !

might have work last min =X

2010-09-09T01:27:00.001+08:00

teehee !!!
last paper was EASY !
IM FREE FROM EXAMSSSSS !

2010-09-08T07:46:00.000+08:00

people ! after reading my post, comment leh, if nt i'll feel damn sian one leh !

2010-09-07T23:31:00.002+08:00

EC paper tml !
omg !
and its the last paper !!! happy ttm !

hmm ~ i dont know why i feel abit of sadness when i see you .

2010-09-06T23:35:00.001+08:00

no pictures these few days, so i just post my photo lor. haha !

DE paper today.

i wouldnt dare to say its easy, LOL

after paper, stay in sch to study till 6pm.

went for dinner with boyf, thn home =)

2010-09-05T02:47:00.001+08:00

saturday
spent my time in sch.
went makan at night thn home
thats all!
boring life.
but after exams will be boring as well.
gonna work.

happy 3rd month boyf =)

2010-09-04T02:35:00.001+08:00

hello people ! 5 more mins to 2.40am !

currently waiting for spain's match....

no idea whether torres is playing anot.

if he is nt, thn i'll slp =)

going sch later to study. imma such a good kid =)

2010-09-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

my mood now is like im on a roller coaster ride.
it went up to the highest peak within seconds.
but, the nxt second, it will be on the lowest again.

any anyone tells me how to make a person happy ?

2010-09-02T10:09:00.004+08:00

fuck this shit !
fuck my life.
im feeling fucking sad.

i wanted to say how i feels and wad happens,
but i just didnt knw how to put into words.
all i knw is,
I'M FREAKING SADDDDDDDDDDDDDD ='(
honestly speaking, although i knew my life would be better and much happier without you, but, i just dont want it . weird uh ?

my life now is a piece of shit .
fml man !
im awake by 9am when i slept at 3plus am ytd.
i wanna get back to slp.
but i cant
all i can feel is that theres a huge hole in my heart.
im so loss.
i dont know what is going to happen nxt.

omg.
two words to describe how i feels ,
EXTREMELY SAD !
haix.

10.18am now.
are you awake ?
hope u wont be late for ur work.
how are u feeling now ?
imufl

2010-09-01T02:15:00.003+08:00

math paper today,
i dont even know its hard or easy to me.
it seems hard because im stuck at a few questions.
it seems easy is because i manage to get the answers but i dont know using the right way anot.
i did all questions tat i suppose to do, except for one part.
which cost 14 marks !
OMGAWD !
yea,

after paper,
went hub with wilson L. Kelvin and sean.
eat the Shabu Shi buffet.
nt much of choice.
my clams only gt afew lor.
kns,
but still eat until damn damn full.
pool after tat.
no wait.
yea, i watch thm play.
went home for 9pm show =)

dont know why i feel damn tired today man !
after the 9pm show,
i lie on bed for like 3 hours ?
i didnt slp, but i just lie there motionlessly.
scary uh,
thn now, 2.20am
while typing this, i feels slpy too !
OMG !
wad is happening to me !
AHHHHH ~~!!!!!!!

2010-08-30T01:18:00.002+08:00

happy !!! got my stage pin liao ! thanks to daddi for hlping me to get it =)

i spend my sunday lazing around.

i wasted my sunday,

aww ~

math paper on tues !

OMG

ppl ! jiayou for all of ur upcoming paper alright ?

and ,

watched liverpool match.

OMG OMG OMG OMG !

DO YOU KNOW I'M DAMN FHAPPY WHEN TORRES SCORE ???

I SCREAM THE WHOLE HOUSE !

nice effort put in Torres !

forever my love !!!

seems tat he is getting on well alrdy !

OMG

he rocks !

happy ~

alright !

goodbye !

2010-08-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY
wake up as early as 7am despite of slping only at 3 or 4am the night before.
met boyf for breakfast =)
both of us nt in a perfect mood because of the quarrel the night before.
but i still manage to make him happy =)
teehee ~
had a slow walk, went bugis mac.
brought boyf there cause he nvr had mac breakfast before.
after tat, studied there awhile.
thn send boyf to work.

went home, thn pack my bag and went sch, met with low, sean and kel.
studied.
went off at 7pm.
met love at hub's cinema.
caught 'Grown Up'
nice movie.
FUNNY TTM !

after movie, went arcade cause yuher and Ryan wanna play DDR.
met some cb kia there.
keep diao-ing us for no reason.
wenwei yap and i were pissed off by him. wanted to confront him.
knn lor !
diao wad sia.
got problem jus tell us la. ur his eyes pa jiao. the eyes stuck at the corner. LOL
thn me and yap diao him back.
nb lor !
hum ball-less kid !
bunch of childish kids.

bought KOI, they went for dinner at big S11.
went home.
=)

2010-08-26T01:10:00.002+08:00

went for breakfast with boyf in the morning.
ate at the hawker centre behind bugis street.
iluma after that. slack there.
send boyf to work.
i went home.
but , before i went home, i went to get my berrylite =)
heh !
bought the take home pack.
18oz leh !
LOL
means i can eat till shiok liao !

wildberry + original = AWESOME !

went sch after that.

studied.

aww ~

oh ! bought this slipper few days ago,

love it alot !

stressful week ahead !

i'm sick.

down with flu. was sneezing non stop just now till i damn tired.

and, i'm feeling damn warm ! i'm like sweating in the air con room right now !

aww !!!

alright !

i'll stop here.

goodbye !

2010-08-24T02:26:00.002+08:00

hello !
im bored people ~ waiting for time to pass slowly ~
3am faster come leh !

neeway, went sch just now. to study, but i seems to cant concentrate leh.
weird thing is, i can concentrate in mac but nt sch library. heh
study till nearly 7, thn all of us went off.

went j8 with boyf.
went popular to hlp bro buy things thn we train to farrer park.
cause boyf say there gt dim sum shop very nice. was raining and we both run in the rain, haha !
by thn, we're like hungry like mad !
reach, we ordered like 15 items man !!! OMG !
then ate until bloated. haha !
still da pao 2 pao for father. LOL

walked to bugis.
shop iluma whn all the shop is closing .
saw glo.
waited for her,
then went home tgt =)

love boyf ttm !

2010-08-21T22:11:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY'S OUTING !

we went dhoby for dinner, dine at just acia, then had yoghurt cravings, headedto vivo.

tadaaaa ~~

nice , but i prefer berrylite =)

oh ! and i tried frolick on wednesday. hmmm ~ its nice la, but i still prefer berrylite =)

heh ~ im a loyal fan of BERRYLITE !

we stay at the skypark till 11plus, then went home =)

its 7th month, zhewei is trying to scare us.

whn i walk home , he keep creaing story about rojak uncle, rojak aunty and grass uncle.
motive is to scare me , he created grass uncle because grass is everywhere. LOL

but i not scared la.

derh !

then went mugging with yappy today =)

stay at mac for like 5 hours plus ? haha !

bowei came awhile and left .

went J8 after that, for popular,

then had pastamania, then home.

heh

i miss boyf ~

2010-08-20T00:54:00.002+08:00

i actually cant believe i stay at home the whole day today.
impressive uh ?
and i've complete my mission too !
happy !

wednesday was a great day.
went out with my dearest qing qing.
teehee !
met her at tpy, we make our contact lens =)
money fly ~
then KOI-ed.
thn went orchard !
watch '' love in disguise ''
not a bad movie i guess ?
rating 3.5/5
its nt those movie tat u will be facinated then u will go like '' WAOH ! ''
but its also nt those movie that willmake u bored till u ''BOo ' it .
LOL
alright,
thn met boyf at night awhile.

homed.

belows are pictures i took that day while im super bored at home.
heh !
bear with my face ok ?
n_n

haha ! thats the end !

Monday faster come lehhh ~

2010-08-17T13:18:00.002+08:00

currently waiting for time to pass.
cause as usual, our study grp timing delayed =)
just finish packing ll my folders.
later later, gonna miss RED team dinner =(
aww ~
but,
im going out with qing qing tml !
hw happy can i be ? i miss that girl super loads !
hahahah !!!
and , im bored !
this week passes damn fast !
i need more time to study !!! OMG

hah !
just being random !

boyf super sweet these days. omg omg.
im gonna melt already.
hahaha !
just joking !

omg !
i shld really stop typing already.
if not more nonsense coming out !
aww ~
haha !

oh !
also planning class chalet.
most prob on the 13 sept.
heh !
gonna book whn brother come back tonight. cause i need his CC.
HEH
know what is cc ?
ANS : CREDIT CARD !
not tat i need my bro's sissy-ness (CC)
alright.
he is nt a sissy.
OMG
im crapping again !

ok,
i think i shall leave house soon.
hahahaha !
goodbyeeee

2010-08-17T00:51:00.002+08:00

went school today,

to study.

im a good girl

i will work hard !

i wanna score well

reached school around 3pm,

then went off around 6plus.

went 347 with boyf.

had hor fun and assam fish head.

haha !

then walk around amk.

settled down at the fountain there.

heart to heart talk =)

love it.

im more confident already

thanks love !

home at around 11pm =)

2010-08-15T01:52:00.002+08:00

spend my day at home today. finally got a good rest. my defination of good rest is by having more than enough sleep.
didnt have enough slp for the past few days due to YOG.
HAHA !
so yea, i was studying at home today, went hub in the noon as mummy wants to shop.
i bought my adidas slipper !
love it. thanks mummy.

i've been waiting for NUM sales all along, but , now they're having 20% off ! but, its like the slipper i want all outlet OFS !
kns lor.
home, and drama-ed and study all the way.
im such a good girl.
but wad motivatied me was because i was having a nightmare just now,
i dreamt tat i am doing my math exams, whn i flip thru the paper, i got a big big shock !
cause, i dont even know how to do a single question ! i totally forgot wad is sin whn u integrate it.
LOL !!! hope its nt true ! so i have to study !
hopefully can score an A ! plsssss ~
haha !

it's been 1 year 7 months and 18 days,
yet, i still cant get over it.
i always wanted to write a story of u.
a story of how u made my 15 years of life.
a story of how important u are to me.
a story of how well u treated me.
a story of how bad i treated u.
a story of how regretful i feel.
a story of how i didnt not make it for the china trip.
a story of how u took care of me.
a story of how u held my hands
a story of u
all about u.
yet, i didnt have a courage to.
i knew i would definately teared if i wrote .
even now when typing this,
im tearing already.
i need courage to finish it.
i wanted to write a story,
so that i could remember the things u did for me.
i want to remember u for life.
i miss u very badly.
i want to see u badly.
but i knew i couldnt,
all i could see was those 2 photos.
my heart hurts badly.
so far in 17 yrs of my life.
u are mostly the reasons of my tears.
that night,
i couldnt get to slp,
i thought of u,
its was the first day of the ghost festival,
i was thinking whether i could see u anot.
then,
the picture of u just appear,
all the way from when i was young,
till the day u left.
i cried really badly.
very badly.
i knew i need to get out from this darkness, but i just couldnt.
those ppl i see on streets everyday,
would remind me of u.
i really envy those people when they told me they are at their grandma house or wadeva.
places where i went with u would appears to be heart warming when i go there again.
it seems to bring back alot of memory .
YOG tat day, tons and tons of elderly was standing by the roadside welcoming the torch runner.
the were happily waving the flag and bouncing to the music.
the smile on their face cannot be describled.
i thought of u again.
how would ur face be like if u were there.
u would be there waving happily.
having the widest smile u have.
i miss those smile.
i miss those days.
i miss u very badly.
granny =(

2010-08-12T18:22:00.013+08:00

YOG COCA COLA MOTIVATOR !
these are the photos i took these 2 days !
enjoy !

tml is the last day already,

awesome thing is, we're going to town tml !!!!

and, the ending point is MARINA BAY SANDS !!!!

cool ttm !

2010-08-12T01:32:00.001+08:00

really busy these few days, with NDP, and YOG. the way i say makes you feel tat i'm like a damn busy person participating all these right ? HAHA !
NDP , i only went to see all those trucks, tanks, and fireworks. haha !
YOG, im the coca cola motivator !
its a damn fun and interesting job !
haha !
i'll update whn im free ok ?
im now busy uploading photos to fb =)
LOL

2010-08-05T18:17:00.002+08:00

heh , just realised i didnt blog for days liao. and i seriously didnt realised.
neeway, my holiday had started =)
have been busying chionging projects, and studying for test.
but physics paper today is speechless.
diffcult lor !

nvm, i'll work hard for the exams three weeks later !
days is going to be so shiok after this week
we'll have 3 weeks of exam break, after this, is 2 weeks of exams, which we only have 3 paper =)
after tat, 5 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY !!!!!
shiok man !

yay !!!
total yay-ness !
time to meet up with lost love...

pay day today ! but i doubt it will be alot =(
my contact lens no more !!!
have to spend again -.-

im a happy girl !
YOG starting

2nd month ... =)

2010-08-02T01:05:00.002+08:00

pictures taken on first day of training !
the art tat we created

today, didnt regret going, cause its damn fun !!!!

played games !

theres this section where there is 6 stations, we split to do lor, cause to save time...

so me and yihui and 4 others went to the banner section.

banner making !

the YOG logo drawn by me =)

towards the end, results we announce, for the games, cheers and banner.

we are the red team luhs,

games, i knw they manage to earn alot of coins.

cheers, we gt thrid place.

and

Banner,

WE FREAKINGLY GOT FIRST !!!!!

OMG !!! DISBELIEVE ! IM SUPER HAPPY CAN ! FIRST TIME A THING I DID WON SOMETHING !!!!!

overall winner...

....

...

THE RED TEAM !~~~~~~~

WE WERE SUPER HIGH CAN ! DAMN HAPPY !!!! LIKE STRIKE 4D LIKE TAT !

its like actually, among all 4 grps, our grp is the quietest la, we seldom cheer or shout, yet we stil manage to get first !

omg !!! super happy !!!!

left for central, met yappy and yuher =)

dinner,

home =)

2010-08-01T00:58:00.005+08:00

shall start with the oldest pic !

picture taken at clark quay ~
rainbow bridge , love it !
someday, while searching for wireless in sch, came across this !
SEX, LOL !

wae wae last day in BnJ !

Ivy and me !

me and wae !

my programming mini project,

Go SPAIN !

haha !!! sry luhs, still having world cup mood tat time

went for a haircut last satureday, new look ! not much diff actually.

i did treatment too, but how supid am i, i washed my hair whn i reached home -.-

waste my treatment money =(

FRIDAY !!!

met up with onli zhewei, yuher, siew glo and darryl.

others gt something on.
went Clark Quay for bah kut teh,

people there super nice ~

the aunty gave us extra dish, and ask us nt to tell others. LOL

the two blues !

after tat, we walk to helix bridge, far uh ?

wanted to go there take a look mah,

who knws, reached there, bridge closed cause of the YOG opening ceremony rehersal.

damn it !

thn nvm lor, walked into marina bay sands.

everyone super tired liao lor, they actually wanted to take 133 go back, but i insist on going into the mall cause most of them nvr go in before.

took pics in the toilet.

then explore explore,

found this !

this is a super duper cool stuff !!! located outside the mall !

its a semi circle thing, then u just need to speak softly into it, thn the persn opp (which is damn far) can hear u clearly ! then they will ans u de lor !!!

thn theres this tourist say its btr than facebook ! haha !! cause u get to knw ppl easily ! just by saying hello and wave !

glo glo toh !

there ! its so big leh !! super fun !

u people must go there try it out !

i find it super scientific !

can anyone explain to me why ??

why this could happen !

home after that ~

bus super duper crowded ! darryl had no choice but to sit at the back de centre, hlp him put seatbelt , if nt later he fly ! and, i think he is the first one who actually really put the seat belt lor !

HAHAHAHA

ZZZzzz ~~~

today !

went for the YOG training !

it sux i tell u !!!

omg !

i dont wanna elaborate !

it just sux !

aft tat, went iluma to have my yogurt !!! damn nice i tell u !

haha !!!!!

thn to bras bersa ! popular, thn to chinatown....

had fun in chinatown,

and we both love to go chinatown i dunno for wad reason. LOL

actually plan to go clark quay for fireworks, but by the time we ate finish, over liao =(

went OG, thn KOI,

didnt wanna take train home cause theres NDP, means, train will be super crowded, hence we took bus.

halfway thru,

i realised my dumbness.

train gt human traffic, bus gt traffic jam !

-.-

reach home !

goodbye !

2010-07-28T23:44:00.003+08:00

OH YEAH OH YEAH !
i participate in the samsung human torch thingy.
its awesome ttm !!!!!

with elieen ~

YOG mascot.

sry for the lousy quality, taken using phone camera

can see the human torch we form ??

its super cool !!

2010-07-28T23:01:00.005+08:00

the week after we celebrated yappy's bd,
we celebrate mic's..
a very simple, yet heartwarming one =)
teehee..
let pictures do the talking thn !

darren the nerd !

2010-07-28T22:36:00.003+08:00

HEY YO PEOPLE !!!!!

IT'S BEEN DAYS SINCE I BLOG RIGHT ?? TOO BAD LAHH ~ MY LAPPY DEAD THEN I SEND IT TO REPAIR !!!
HAHAHA !!!!

I'LL TRY TO POST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE IN DIFF POST OKAY ??

I DONT EVEN KNW WHETHER THERE'S PEOPLE READING ANOT . LOL

I KNW U PEOPLE MISSES ME, SO I SHALL POST A PICTURE OF ME OKAY ?

I KNOW U PEOPLE MISSES ME ALOT !

2010-07-16T01:48:00.003+08:00

time really files man !
its friday already !
omg !!!!

neeway, this week passes smoothly ! haha ! and i went to watch ''Despicable Me '' just now with zhenzhu yanling and kelvin. THE SHOW IS AWESOME ! damn freaking funny !!!! and nice ~ a simple movie !

home after that =)
just now chiong-ing my PD presentation. till now, half done =(
i wanna score !!
cause the previous presentation i damn dulan the teacher la, he gave me 3 mins to do my ppt slides ! wtf man !!!! i ended up only doing one page.
he said '' you really just want to do like tat ?''
i replied ''yah''

then the following lesson. he ask me to present. then i was like wtf ?? cause he keep telling me he did tell me to go home and prepare then present the nxt lesson, and i remembered he DIDNT say tat __
sibeh dulan can !
thn he say '' ur last presentation is badly done, if u dont want to do a proper presentation then u will fail this topic .''
i replied '' fail then fail lor ''
like wtf ??
first time in my life i actually talk back to a teacher.

so i think this time round i have to work harder in order to pass. i dont wanna fail it thn see him again !

still have to go buy formal wear -.-

my weekend is fully book !
saturday going ajisen thn study,
sunday im going zoo !
to finish my photography assignment.

how great.
3 more weeks of school !!! then i'll have 3 weeks of study break ! how cool !!!!

<3>
love him super loads !
although theres time when there is ups and down, but yea. still good .
everything he did make me super gan dong can !
today we were talking on where to go , cause everytime we go out also go bugis or cityhall tat area, cause he claims tat amk nth much to play.
thn he realised i was at disadvantage cause im always the one travelling here and there.
thn he say nxt time he would take train with me to amk, walk me home, then he will take train back bugis.
waoh !
good right ?? haha !

and he is accompaning me to sch tml ! his lesson at 8 , mine at 7.
aww ~
total sweetness !

2010-07-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

hmm ~
subject photo will do !
haha !!
celebrated yaps bd tat friday.

met gloria at somerset, thn we went to the icing room to get a cake for yap !
haha !!!
thn rush to novena's ajisen !

slaack around after that.
took tons of photos !

today ,
sch as usual , but was tired ~ everyone was tired. Due to worldcup .
had labtest.
teacher super disappointed in all of us =(
went bugis after tat.
had berrylite !
<3>

2010-07-12T01:05:00.001+08:00

i wanna blog properly
its was my intention.
but, i failed
cause i dunno wad happen, i cant upload any photos !
my god !!!!
they're very nice photos taken at yaps bd !
aww ~~

world cup finals later !
im watching it despite having sch tml =X

and also theres lab test !
OMG !!!
super strss !!!!!

2010-07-10T01:39:00.001+08:00

i can never forget those words u said.
somehow it affects me badly.
im dead.
i doesnt know how long can i hold on to.

2010-07-05T01:32:00.003+08:00

OH !
and, i forgot to say ,
saw a super duper handsome guy today !!!
he damn handsome siaaaaa ~~
long fringe, damn nice eyes, and wearing a cute panda hat !!!
OMG !
super handsome jiu dui liao !

the moment i saw him, i was like telling everyone lor !
thn told ivy,
at first she saw his sideview and said '' eyer ! where gt handsome ''
after awhile, she came to me damn excited saying '' OMG ! i saw his front view ! really damn handsome leh ! ''
LOL !!!
he gt braces on too !
he's like a mixed
super handsome jiu dui ler !

2010-07-05T01:21:00.002+08:00

shall update !

went work yesterday ~~(saturday)
short staff lo ~
gt two ppl nvr come. in the end only gt 4 staff working, including me la, all girls sia !
damn busy somemore !
scoop and scoop and scoop.
ice cream damn hard also lor !

thn home,
patiently waited for hours before 2.30 arrived
watch spain against paraguay ,
the match was nt exciting, bt im happy tat spain won !
slept at 5plus,
didnt have a good sleep !!!!
6plus and 8 plus, woken up by sms,
then, 9 jiu wake up liao ~.~

went work just now.
busy also lor.
but damn fun !!!!
haha !!!

sch starts tml !
its youth day !!!
but, why cant we have our holiday ??
it SUX ttm !

<3
a month pass ~~

2010-07-03T01:44:00.002+08:00

bought a shoe ytd,
was feeling sooooo down .

slept early,
woke up receive love call,
everything seems to be the same.
im feeling better.
and we are back to sq one !
haha !

met love,
ate and vivo-ed

problem solve !
hearts today !

2010-07-01T17:42:00.004+08:00

im breaking down already.

its really hard for people frm diff culture to come tgt.

everything is just so diff.

im lost.

i seriously dont knw wad to do already.

thanks for the tears u gave.

all the scoldings.

everything that i thought is right would turn out so damn wrong

fuck it.

right for me,

bt totally wrong for u

can we really go on like this ??

quarrelled just now.
didnt feel like explaining,
went home
teared.
he texted.
i dunno wad to do,
so i just told him how i felt
thn he realised his mistake
bt im still freaking sad

2010-06-30T11:11:00.001+08:00

=))
SPAIN !!!!

2010-06-29T10:08:00.002+08:00

a quick one !

common test week this week !

had math paper yesterday.

i think its abit difficult lahhh,

hopefully can pass !

haha !

theres Electronic circuit paper tdy !

in the afternoon !

heading to sch soon to study ~~

my hair is damn dry nao !

omg !

i need some hair care !

i need some facial treatment !

i need money !

hahahahaha !!!!

goodbye !

2010-06-26T14:02:00.002+08:00

pics up !

2010-06-25T23:10:00.001+08:00

hmmm =(
i wanted to post up the bnj BBQ de photos !
but fail leh !

aww ~~~
holiday is coming to an end !
and im damn broke this week ...
left 7 bucks for 2 more days =(

i wanna get a skin for my lappy !

2010-06-25T01:12:00.002+08:00

went marina bay sands on monday, was stoning outside the mall itself.
realised theres ppl climbing the building !
damn cool man !

thn theres this uncle sitting beside me,
he kp-ing to his frens saying tat he cant get into the casino. they're tourist, i think frm hk.
then he say until super angry sia !
all the vulgarities all come out !
cause he say very unfair tat ladies can go in with those heels tat reveal the toes, but man cant,
thn he cursing sg government lah.
thn somemore he keep comparing with the rest of his tourmates.
suddenly he turn and asked me (obviously in chinese) '' hi miss , can u enter the casino * pointing to my short shorts *''

i went WTF , the nxt moment.
cause, do i look like 21??
OMG !

after tat,
went marina barrage.
regret nt bringing my precious there !

im suffocating already.

it doesnt seems to work out the way i wanted.

it can be damn sweet at times,

but damn tough too .

i cant meet his expectations.

i realised,

i need more time to understand him as well.

im making him disappointed at all times.

he said its tough,

bt i think its worth trying.

if u really love someone, everything you do is worth it.

his mood is weird as well.

sometimes, he'll say things which hurt me without him knowing.

and also, the things he said,

made me think alot.

i confused,

its the first time im feeling this way,

pray hard everything goes well =X

2010-06-22T23:11:00.003+08:00

picture took using my new precious !

second week of hols ! sch starting real soon ~~~

2010-06-21T02:01:00.002+08:00

alright, so CIP today.
it was fun !
painting and painting.
the only thing i hate was the moving of things, cause everything is so dirty and dusty .
everything started at around 10am. no ! wait ! our grp start later as the household last min say they dun wanna paint liao, so, we had nth to do cause theres too much manpower.
bt after awhile, we get to paint the whole living room of certain units.

hmm, everything was nt wad i expected ?
the residents there is nt as poor as i thought, although they're living in a two room flat.
only thing is tat their flats is nt in good conditions,
kitchen floor is cement, and everything is dusty. haha !
the owner is still good to us by buying 13 bottled drinks from the 7-11. as u knw, things in 7-11 is costly !
haha !
but, a big thanks lah !

everything ended at around 6.
bused 145 to clark quay with yappy !
walk around,
thn dinner, bah kut teh , we're like hungry ghost
we ordered 2 bowl of bah kut , a pig trotter, intestine , salted veg .
after finished , we're bloated ~
but somehow we're still craving for hokkaido ice cream ,
forget abt the bloat-ness , we bought it.
thn,
somehow, the cup got hole, and without knowing, it drip all over my shirt !
thn we saw a very sweet old couple !
the granny was damn friendly, then she was like laughing at me eating cause it drip all over,
then when she was abt to leave, she walk over to me and said '' enjoy ur ice cream , big baby ''
i went 0.0 !
LOL
but she's cute.
LOL !
reminds me of my granny ~

thn, we walked to chinatown, and bought KOI.
BLOATED !
thn went home.
me and yappy was bloated till we felt damn lazy to walk, LOL !
thn i slide all the way at dhoby ~

thn met family, makan again ~~~
DAMN FULL !

2010-06-17T23:36:00.002+08:00

thursday ~~~
so fast, one week gonna past
so far so good ?

these few days have been going to sch for revision =)
time to relax tml !
going kbox !!!!

had ajisen for dinner just now !
chiong there one lor, and we're the last customer.
=)

my blog something wrong lehh ~
cant upload pics.
GRRRRR ~~~

i've been practising how to draw the cat eye de leh
but fail lehh, cant balance !
any tricks ???
teach me how !

and i've been spending alot lately !
like OMG

and, im getting a DSLR this sat !!!! omg !
excited !

2010-06-15T01:36:00.001+08:00

went out tdy.
first stop to pool ,
i got thrashed !
nvm,
thai food afterwards.

last min , decided to go sentosa.
reach there, just nice sunset =)
stay all the way till 10plus.
homed
<3 today ~

nice ??

2010-06-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

yep ! went for pedi and medi over the past few days !

time to enjoy since im nt working the nxt week !

im having a two weeks study break !

neeway, just now went for a simple family gathering.

cant wait for monday.

im missing him super loads !

2010-06-11T12:00:00.002+08:00

Its Friday ~~~!!!

finally wait till this day !

cause it marks the starting of our sch holiday and also world cup !

but, still have to wait for 6 more days to spain match !

grrrrrr ~~~~

currently in sch .

having 2hrs break.

and

my blog is rotting !

damn long didnt update liao.

alright.

goodbye !

outing with love later !

2010-06-06T02:12:00.002+08:00

friday app was a very short one. we jux dine at MOF, thn went to green bean !

playing with food.glo's .

went gb, i left at 10plus.

home at 3plus am .

sleeping soon ! super tired !

aft yesterday, i kept on thinking.

izzit right to do that ?

i got no idea.

it all happen too fast.

im confused.

im lost.

2010-06-03T23:44:00.001+08:00

some of my classmates ! hahaah !

still didnt manage to take a class photo =(

hmm, still loving sch !

hahah !

2010-06-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

LOOK ! arent they sweet ??

hahaha !

2010-05-30T11:12:00.000+08:00

my desktop background ~~~
love it !

2010-05-30T00:15:00.006+08:00

lOVE fIRDAY ~
hahahah ~~~
out with LOVES
went marina sq.
saw jordan .
had a hard time deciding where to dine at.
was heading to carls jr. bt we ended up at ''Changing Appetite''
cause of the big poster they had tat makes the food looks super yummy.
as usual, had to wait quite long for the tables cause we gt big grp .
took funny photos while waiting.

Darryl's magnifyer
and we started playing with it. its actually my bangle ~~

we didnt get to sit tgt.
separated to grp of 5 and grp of 4.

My steak !

foot the bill.

ours, grp of 4, came up to 106$ while theirs, 5 ppl, 70+ bucks nia. LOL
Group Shots !

On the way back, darren suggested to take video.
LOL !
and he was enjoying it alot. fliming all those thingy. LOL
and disturbing ppl's thingy.
LOL !

peeps cant stay out late , and i dun wanna go home tat early.
decided to take rebound back to AMK. they wanna slack at amk . me dun wan !
who knw, after the rebound, i alighted at cityhall again. LOL
cause i meeting gr.
asked yappy along cause i feel weird.
she ask yuher,
so we say hao we three go meet him.
who knw, whn we alight, all alight except for ww !
LOL

thn walked to memorial wall there.
slack there with gr and thm
thn
went off at 12plus am.
home at 1plus.

love friday alot !
hahaha !

and i went to get my posb card replaced tdy.
i gt totally no idea how i misplace it. until i had no cash ytd. thn i realised.
i freakingly queued for 1 hour !!!!!!! omg !
the time spend there was tedious. cause my stomach was aching alot.
grr ~ on the other hand, i was afraid tat the person might say im nt 18 yet. and need parents to be around. heng nvr !
if nt i'll kill tat person. hahaha !
thn went kahtib to meet kel and co.

studied and went to sim lim .
thn nxt destination was funan.
wanted to walk there.
bt someone is scared of the sun.
so we decided to take 133 to esplanade thn walk citylink to funan.
we knws,
133 changed their route.
we gt off at tanjong pagar -.-
we are like totally lost !
walk here walk there.
machiam like hiking. according to kel.
LOL

thn we bo bian. took train lor. hahahah !
we act smart lo.
ended up wasting so much time on travelling.
LOL
we could easily take train frm bugis to cityhall.
hahahaah !

super tiring day cause i only manage to slp for 3 hrs that night.
was talking on the phone till nearly 5.
hahahaha !

homed at 6plus.
KO-ed.
hahaha !
damn tired man !

grr ~~~~ im missing him alot man =(

2010-05-28T13:34:00.006+08:00

last friday outing !
aljisen-ed
thn to iluma, cravings for yoghurt.
hahaha !

BERRYLITE =)

2010-05-28T13:24:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VESAK DAY !
are u ppl planning for an outing with frens later ??
hahas !
i actually plan to go shopping with both of my love love !
bt too bad, one have to go her workplace awhile, one have to go temple.
LOL !!!!
so im here rotting at home.
neeway, just blog abit before i get started for the day !
hahas !
i realised, i become more and more zi lian man !
all my post is started with my picture !
hahahaha!!!!
took pic with my hammy ytd.
photos below !
enjoy !

Hammy kiss kiss !

thats all ! hahaha !

goodbye people !

2010-05-27T02:01:00.002+08:00

grrr ~~ why is there so many ppl saying poly yr 1 is stress free ?? its damn stress can !

mixed feeling.

caused by someone. i dunno wad is on his mind too.

wth man !

i still have some LZX event's photo no uploaded yet.

other day bahh !

-listening to westlife songs nvr fail to make me feels sad.

cant slp man ! slept too much just now.

grr ~~~~

hate this feeling.

bleah !

&^%*^$%

i miss my love love =(

miss thm alot ='(

neeway, on a happier note, ITS ''FRIDAY'' !!!!

haha !

why is there '' '' ??

cause tdy is jux like friday, weekend is here !

a longggg one !

hahahahs !!!!

shopping ! here i come !

bt im lack of $$.

pay day pay day !

quick come quick come.

i want a serious and long one =)

2010-05-24T15:44:00.004+08:00

Show Luo CONCERT !!!!

2010-05-20T23:59:00.003+08:00

yup.
went citysq just now

why ?
of course is to see my husband !
omg OMG OMG !!!!!

he very very handsome !
as usual, squeeze here squeeze there.

makaned aljisen
homed =)
Saturday and Sunday a longggg day ~~~

2010-05-17T00:48:00.004+08:00

Lack of pictures recently ~
firday outing , cant decide where to go, ended up at zhewei's house.

showing off their nice butts ~

Darren gt builled. obviously by gloria =P
zhewei's pig camwhore with his pig pig XD

went pool after tat.

hahs !

a sudden decision.

reach home alrdy 1plus am liao. LOL

SATURDAY

went to work .zzz....

RFK.

i was late, thanks to KOI. LOL

time pass fast !

knock off, had subway with my jiao jiao and glo

finally see jiao jiao after months !

SUNDAY

went alvin's bd party.

left after awhile, met gloria at bugis.

went iluma, asian kitchen to makan.

bought yogurt , DAMN NICE !!!

shop at bugis street.

bought a bottom.

home at 11plus
the damn nice yogurt !
Gloria's
Mine

tats all ! hahas !

its monday again !

aww ~

he's so sweet

he's so nice

he's so good

he's jux too sweet !

sweeter than anyone.

he's cute too ~

2010-05-14T00:49:00.002+08:00

its been so long i've update ! =)
haha . school is still as fun as before.
and its getting exciting in fact, with some ''prob'' going on =)

studying everynight is a good thing, it makes me feel happy.
moreover, theres someone nagging at me asking me to study.
i love it ! LOL
at least someone ask me to study.

FRICTION ! i studied friction tdy ! hahaha !
tml lesson at 8am =X
omg ! only left with like 5hrs of sleep .

boring post , no pictures.
soon soon ! cause i finally gt back my camera !

i'll shall stop here !
i'll go pack my things and slp soon !

2010-05-12T11:07:00.002+08:00

hihi ! here to update.
goodbye

2010-05-08T01:57:00.002+08:00

sch was rather boring uuh.
everytime during our 2 hr break, we will ended up at the library spamming one's post =)
hahaha !

nt allow to download QQ in nyp. LOL
so happens tat chinaguy got. he gave me.
thanks !
bt till nw, i haven go explore -.-
peeps were damn funny as well.
hahaha ! cant stop laughing
and, walk out of nyp to mrt with guirong .
haha.
FYI, he told me, the most irritating ppl is the chinas.... im in totally shock can ! cause he is frm china too -.-
LOL ! bt he say he regard himself as hong kong-ain, cause his mum is frm hk.
LOL ! nice guy.
have the brotherly feeling . LOL
bt i realised, i seems to have difficulties communicating with thm.
cause after nt speaking chinese for a period of time. nw whnever i speak. i feels weird. LOL
nvm. i practice practice
LOL.

homed. went hub makaned fish and co.
thn pool.
thn home.

tml working.
might be pooling before tat too.
haha !

YAY ! pay raised ! =)

2010-05-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

yo ppl !
tdy marks the first day i slept during lecture.
hahaha !
last lesson was full of jokes as usual.
stupid multimeter everytime spoil !
home after sch.
fall alp while watching tv.
too tired

LOOK ! my baby hammy has got a pair of white ears !
super cute !

2010-05-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

new hair cut.
BEFORE
and my dark eye rings are damn horrible. yes i know. thank you

AFTER

pls tell me the after is nicer !

2010-05-03T22:38:00.004+08:00

alright . time really flies. third week of poly life. so far so good.
jux tat circuits are killing me =(

classmates are as usual funny.
anything can be laugh at . =X hahahaah!
PCB , dun think so far ! its a module which i have no idea wad its called in long form. its nt a vulgar words !
tutor talking. we follow.
she seems to be mean. no one dare to ask her for hlp if smth goes wrong.
so, will keep he mistake until she found out.
after tat, she'll scream and ask why we nvr ask her for hlp. LOL
most of us was lost. im nt really lost with the hlp of the notes. but yes, the guy beside me is lost.
i hlp him. thn i got lost . LOL
he's really funny.

tdy lesson was BORING. i felt super slpy after having breakfast.
last period, programming techniques.
china guy said '' hey ! u sit beside me ! so u can guide me''
LOL ! he's funny and cute !
LOL
luckily tdy lesson was rather easy. no codes .
lucky lucky.
dont have to embarrase myself=)

love my classmates ttm !
joker class.
thanks ppl !

getting rather moody these days
i gt no idea why ...
im sad.
im happy
im sad
im happy.

im all out of love

2010-05-01T02:43:00.004+08:00

i'll slp after this post =)

yep, so, went to zhewei's granny's wake jux nw,
the atmosphere was rather bad at first.
it gt better after zhewei said '' eh ! u all dun so sad leh ! ''
LOL
neeway , my condolenses to you =(

reach at 8++pm. stay all the way till 12++am playing cards anbd i even studied there.

and seriously
i think we , teenager, muz be educated with those traditional things. eg like at a wedding ceromany, or at a wake.
cause we were totaslly lost and dunno wad to do there.

so we walked home.
thru the west garden, into those deep lanes. trying to see somethings. or rather to find smth exciting to do.
guanqing was cute lahh ! cause, we are nt suppose to call out each other's name for some reasons u knw ?
hahas, thn he said to us '' i call u darling, i call u honey, i call u dar dar, i call u baby ''
HAHA !!!! super cute can ! lol !
make a stop at mac, thn we went home. reach home 1++am alrdy.

police are quite funny.
a ''show'' just happen at my opp block.
bt whn i starts to watch, its alrdy the ending. bt daddy told me the full story,
he said '' the neighbour quarrelled, the guy go kick the neighbour's door damn loudly. soon, police came, he run back to his unit. thn police cant find ''
LOL

played with hammy. realised they become damn big ! hahas

read the papers
i saw the report.
i knw its u.
cause u are the one tat told me it was u.
u asked me to pray for u.
i cant do anything much
in the first place, why u want to do such things ?
jux for those pack of cigg .
is it worth it ?
have u ever thought hw would ur parents feel ?
they took care of u, brought u up till nw,
they might be naggy, or rather on the verge of disowning u.
bt deep in their heart. do you really think they're happy ?
obviously nt.
1 + yrs back.
i tot i could change u into a better person.
i tried very hard,
bt u are always making me worry
imagine late in the dark
i receive a text saying '' my father jux chase me out of the house, i'll call u whn i find a public phone ''
have u ever thought hw i would feel ?
i had sleepless nights, yet i have to go sch the nxt morning.
at times , u would say '' i nw sick leh ''
do u knw hw heartbroken am i ?
i bet u doesnt knw.
bt u chose to end the relationship because of ur stupidity.
u regret.
bt i find it no point being back tgt.
u said the reasons of the breaking in is because u need money,
to spend on ur gf ?
u said no.
and asked me stop taking abt gf gf gf .
the worst ,
u said '' all these would nt happen if i
u patch back with me ''
wth !
so is it my fault tat led u to do such stupid things ?
im seriously disappointed in u
a person whom i once tot i could changed.
though i knw by saying it out here wouldnt hlp.
i sincerely hope tat one day u would find the importance of life,
and chose back the correct path.
u might nt be the best bf, bt, u are the one tat i once loved alot.
so wadever u do in the following years, i wish u goodluck,
goodluck fren =(

2010-04-28T23:49:00.005+08:00

ignore the emo post.

2010-04-28T23:33:00.002+08:00

alright. lesson was nt tat bad i suppose ?
love my class alot.
at first i was still thinking if we would nt get along because of the age gap.
yea, bt its nt a problem. we're getting along very well-ly . HAHA

lunch break, frm 2 person, nw we had 7-8 =)
bt big grp disadvantage, because hard to find seats -.-
neeway, our class peeps are nice and good.

honestly speaking, i didnt knw my class, even the foreigners are soooooo good !
despite of the communication barriers, they still try their best to explain to us, with diagrams and workings.

have to slp early tonight.
if nt tml lesson sure die !
lullaby lessons !
hahahahas !
goodbye people !

seriously love them man !

quite stupid to think tat if i didnt attend orientation, i would have no frens. HAHA

neeway, after lesson ended, went kpool.

lots of ppl there.

played awhile thn went back sch for cca.

super tiring.

haiix.
mood swingsssssss.
happy now, sad later.
although i knw nth would happen between us,
im still trying very hard.
whn i wanted to let it go.
it seems like theres some force, tat wants me to hang on to it.
im disappoint tat im unable to let it go
i dun have the courage to.
haiix.
somehow, i have this on-off feeling for this someone.
im seriously dead.
i feels like a flirt.
i dunno why.
omg !
is it normal ??
im sad and happy because of the same thing.
arghh ~ this feeling sux !
haiix
haiix
haiix

2010-04-27T00:39:00.001+08:00

im happy =)
for jux a simple reason, or rather a simple thing.
although tats nt a cfm thing.
bt at least, im happy abt it.
i dunno wads strong with me.
haiix...

2010-04-25T03:10:00.002+08:00

im feeling so down all of the sudden.
looking thru past photos and listening to emo songs can really change one's mood

people says with determination and preserverance, one would succeed.
i guess its all words to make ppl motivated, its nt true at all.
i've tried for so long.
yet nth happens.
im on the verge of giving up alrdy.
bt at times whn i see u again,
i knw its hard for me to do so.
it became a habit.
i bet u wouldnt knw hw i feel .
i bet u wouldnt even bother to.
im nt like wad u think.
u didnt even try to knw me .
i dunno why.
since u want to be like tat,
i just have to live with it.

right.
problems after problem.
now another one.
bt i told myself im nt gonna care abt it anymore.

hmm. nw im feeling happier !
haha !!!
cause someone is entertaining me !
hehe !
and on a happier side,
im getting DSLR soon soon !

2010-04-24T01:49:00.004+08:00

super sweet ~~~

aww ~~~~ so sweet

yep. went to had the awesome bah kut teh with love tdy.

pictures do the talks.

im lazy to type much .

and,

zhewei's jokes nvr fail to make us laugh.

every words tat came out frm his mouth is worth laughing at.

working later .

2010-04-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

blogging lesser and lesser alrdy .
neeway, until tdy, third day of sch =)
loving it because the timetable is soooooo flexible.
trying to love every of my subjects =)

hmm, classmates ?
i believe givng me more time, i will knw the whole class soon !
hahas.
we gt such a small class.
a class of 17 ppl
so far, i've talk to at least 9 of thm ??
hahas !

neeway, i find lenovo service super good can !
because i gt tired of uing the veriface to log in, and it would be retarded if i do tat in sch.
i wanted to use password to log in.
bt the system ask me to enter the current password which i dun even knw wad is it.
so i called lenovo.
theres this guy,
he asked me to uninstall my veriface .
to my horror !
after deleting it, i couldnt even log in to my own lappy.
so i decided to call back the day after.

to my surprise, they called me during lesson tdy, and its the same guy . i told him to call me around 3.30pm as i was having lesson at tat time.
eventuallyt, he still rmb ! nt only he called back punctually, he is also damn poilte too.
he called back at 3.30pm

i told him the problem and suggest tat i bring my lappy to the service centre.
bt he said '' hmm, why nt i guide u through the reformatting process on the phone ''
thn i was ok with it.
so i started my reformatting.
he patiently guide me step by step clearly.
thn theres this part whereby u have to wait frm 0% to 100% , so he said he will call back in 15 mins time.
to my another surprise, he called back punctually !
omg man !
im totally impressed by the service lahh !
if im nt wrong, his name is ken =)
IMPRESSIVE SERVICE

and im like lagging in sch lahh.
i haven get my textbook yet =X

jux came back frm kovan. went to pool jux nw. nt the swimming pool de pool. bt the table pool de pool =)

im tired.
i shall slp early tonight !
hahahaha !